theresa. twenty. maryland.
christian. writer. reader. listener. warrior. introverted extrovert. hopeless optimist. part-time velociraptor. pickle enthusiast.
unapologetic activist for brains and babies. recovering.
Oct 22, 2014
1:45 AM

i didn’t think my bed could ever feel more comfy and cozy…

…and then i laid down after taking klonopin

These are actually solid questions

  • 1. First thing you wash in the shower?
  • 2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
  • 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
  • 4. Do you plan outfits?
  • 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
  • 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
  • 7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
  • 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
  • 9. Three of your current feelings?
  • 10. What are you craving right now?
  • 11. Turn ons?
  • 12. Turn offs?
  • 13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
  • 14. When was the last time you cried? Why?
  • 15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
  • 16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
  • 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
  • 18. Favorite movie ever?
  • 19. Do you like yourself?
  • 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
  • 21. Could you handle being in the military?
  • 22. What are you listening to right now?
  • 23. How many countries have you visited?
  • 24. Are your parents strict?
  • 25. Would you go sky diving?
  • 26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
  • 27. Whats on your mind right now?
  • 28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
  • 29. Have you ever been in a castle?
  • 30. Do you rent movies often?
  • 31. Whats your zodiac sign?
  • 32. When was the last time you had sex?
  • 33. Name five facts about yourself.
  • 34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
  • 35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
  • 36. Brown or white eggs?
  • 37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
  • 38. Ever been on a train?
  • 39. Ever been in love?
  • 40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
  • 41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
  • 42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it?
  • 43. Whom do you admire and why?
  • 44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
  • 45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
  • 46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
  • 47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • 48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • 50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
  • 51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
  • 52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
  • 53. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
  • 54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
  • 55. If you could live forever, would you want to?
  • 56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
  • 57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
  • 58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
  • 59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
  • 60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?
  • 61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?
1:06 AM

Anonymous said:


personal question but have you ever had a dissociative episode and if so what did it feel like?

TW: DISSOCIATION

i’ve had dissociative episodes since i was 11 years old. (i actually remember the exact date and time of day it first happened to me because it was such an intensely uncomfortable and alienating experience.) it’s a horrifying feeling that is really difficult to describe to anyone who has never felt it before. in fact, i had a hell of a time trying to communicate the feeling to my first psychiatrist, until finally she pulled her dsm-iv off the shelf, flipped to depersonalization disorder and asked me to read it and see if it fit what i was trying to say. and then i was like, “…YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THIS IS A LEGITIMATE THING THAT OTHER PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT???”

dissociation for me typically starts with the feeling that the world around me is unreal in some way, and it eventually leads me to question whether other people are real or just programmed to exist in my reality and i become terrified because there’s literally no way for me to disprove that, and then i question whether my own body is real and why my body exists and what my soul is and whether i’m the only human being in the world because i’ve only ever existed as myself and on and on and on, and it is this very unsettling feeling that everything is meaningless and time is nothingness and i am so terribly alone and… i can’t go into it in much more detail because i’m starting to feel it and it’s the worst feeling in the entire world so i refuse to go there.

as for the extreme “out of body experiences” that dissociation can bring, i have only experienced that once under very particular circumstances and it is something i never, ever, ever, EVER want to experience again. because even though it happened last april, it still messes with my head to this day six months later. it felt like a fate worse than death and i would never wish it on anyone ever. nope nope NOPE so much nope.

hope that helps answer your questions. :)

12:08 AM
file under: things that make me laugh uncontrollably

file under: things that make me laugh uncontrollably

12:05 AM
Oct 21, 2014
11:50 PM
Via
11:21 PM
Via

did you know that bashing my music taste increases your chances of changing my opinion by 0%

9:54 PM
Via
awwww-cute:

Piglet wearing a hoodie

awwww-cute:

Piglet wearing a hoodie